Overwhelming sense of life

As life starts to get more real I feel a overwhelming sensation. Like I am not able to get above the misery of everyday life. The expanses increase, the bills increase, the responsibility increases, the work increases. At the same time the fun decreases, the carefree attitude decreases, the time decreases, the money decreases. My life seems to be thinning out into something almost invisible.

I try to keep a life my sense of adventure and spontaneity.

But it is hard.

I need a beer :)