One man can make a diffrence

As the darkness outside helps me to realize that night is upon me, my senses start to awaken. I have just finished watching the movie "Charlie Wilson's War" and it had some strong effects on me.

ONE MAN CAN CHANGE THE WORLD!

It is often easy to feel small and useless in the gigantic and powerful world we live in. We must always try to remember that we have no limits other then the once we ourselves decide. One man can make a difference. One man can change the world. I might not always have a direction in life. I might not always be a good person. I might not always know the right thing to do. But in the deepest roots of my heart I know that I was put on this earth to make a difference!!!

If I can help to make the world just a little bit better I will die a happy man.

Overwhelming sense of life

As life starts to get more real I feel a overwhelming sensation. Like I am not able to get above the misery of everyday life. The expanses increase, the bills increase, the responsibility increases, the work increases. At the same time the fun decreases, the carefree attitude decreases, the time decreases, the money decreases. My life seems to be thinning out into something almost invisible.

I try to keep a life my sense of adventure and spontaneity.

But it is hard.

I need a beer :)

STYLE!

I LOVE STYLE
I LOVE ARCHITECTURE
I LOVE CLOTHES
I LOVE ACCESSORIES
I LOVE DESIGN...

I am so looking forward to a life full of beauty and style. Owning my own home and designing a world around myself full of my thoughts and my design. Wearing clothes that I love, being proud of my body, having a partner that gets me, working in a job I love.

I want simplicity and style.

Motorcycle

The last couple of weeks I have been thinking a lot about buying a motorcycle and traveling the world. Would be cool to live on the street for a few months. All I need is the following objects.

1. A really cool bike

2. A spaced out helmet

3. Hot ass accessory on the back of the bike

I NEED IT!

I know what I need but I don't know where to find it.

My life needs a anchor to hold it in place, right now it is just floating around.

It is hard to take the time to choose anchors when you need it right away.

I don't have it in me to hold on to many anchors while I choose the one that fits me.

Will you be my anchor?

Poet vs. Entrepreneur

Both see problems around them...

one complains about it and the other fixes it.

I want everything and nothing

I am confused about what I want right now!

In my heart I want to conquer the world and yet I want to live a carefree life.

Tomorrow I would like to start a business empire with thousands of employees but at the same time I want to escape to a foreign country to live without any responsibility.

How can I fulfill my life's destiny when my needs are so different from one another?

DO GOOD!

We live in a wonderful world full of possibilities where anything can be achieved. Yet we are not all born with the same chances to experience fulfilling and carefree lives.

For me I had the chances to educate myself and make something of myself. I could now get a job, buy an apartment and raise a family in a safe and healthy environment. But even thou that is something I would love to do one day I just don't have the peace of mind to do so. Recently a very strong feeling has exploded within me, the need to do good.

I know that there is a lot of poverty, diseases and wars in the world and I want to try and help fix these problems. I am not sure yet what I can do, but I truly believe that my talents can be used in a huge way. Like they say "one man can make a difference". Using business and entrepreneurial thinking I hope to find a new way of tackling the problems of the world.

Living by your own rules

It is very important to know yourself, know your strengths and weaknesses, know your possibilities and limits. We were not all meant to do the same thing with our lives, each and everyone of us has special abilities that others do not.

I went out drinking last night and I just realized I don´t get much out of drinking. Firstly my body usually doesn't agree much with it and secondly I don't like the hole drunken meat market feel, people are always rude, loud and pushy when they are drunk. There is no dignity over it. But what I also realized is that people get a buzz from different things and I get more of a buzz from doing something more challenging and dignified.

A new beginning

I have always had a very strong need for expressing myself, but have seldom found the right ways to do so. My blogs have been one of the few ways that I express myself that people have actually responded to but I have found most blogs to look exactly the same way and contain exactly the same bullshit. I started this blogg with Blogger(google) in the hopes that I would be able to create my own look and my own voice, I have heard that you can work with the computer codes on this blog site and there by making your own look, lets hope that is true :)

Just to be honest I usually do not waist my time in reading other peoples bloggs so I don't really expect anyone to read this, but if you do then COMMENT!